the bad dominicana

porque soy terrible. afrolatina. culture clash. dominican republic meets nyc. ghetto/barrio nerd. raging mujercista.

**note: most of my content prolly requires a TW and will be NSFW.

also, read my "before you follow" statement before you do so, and enter at your own motherfuckin risk.

can i just fast forward thru life? too much basicness. my body is done with yall. its been tryina quit for years.

Posted on 15 October, 2014

me: “let her wear little clothes if she wants”
RESPECTUBULL lady: “u are wearing clothes in your pics, so u a hypocrit.”
prolly woulda been “thats coz you a hoe too” if i had pics with little clothes.
bitch you look about 45. surely there are more important things for you to worry about than another bitches ass showing or not.

Posted on 15 October, 2014

i really hate most ppl, jesus.
all these holier than thou hoes and the men whos boots they lick, whos main focus in life is shitting on hoodrats and anybody who appears marginal,
whos entire self esteem rides on at least having more and being better than *those*.
deathly tired of you motherfuckers.

Posted on 15 October, 2014

thank you boos. ❤❤❤❤❤❤
my body is still out and my brain can only do shallow spurts.

Posted on 14 October, 2014

these natural granola people sound like they on a faith healing tip 99.9999% of the time. they prolly watched “the secret” 5 times too.

Posted on 14 October, 2014

why did i read this anti antibiotic tirade about “you gotta let your body stay infected, just eat right& get the right nutrients”. you tryina have people die? coz honey thats what happened before antibiotics and it still happens *with* them.
let me tell you all about how for the last few months i been intaking all the “right” nutrients, and hella herbs that are supposed to prevent this kinda shit. you know what? it still got me! continuing to do that was obviously not about to cure me, in fact, i was on the road to fucking blood poisoning “waiting it out naturally”.
summa yall need to stfu and sit down with the all natural hogwash. that aint finna cure and prevent everything. but god forbid you start making sense and admitting things must be treated in multiple ways. yes, all natural is great. its also not a fucking viable solution alot of the time, not to mention barely accessible in this shitty ass postcolonial world.

p.s. antibiotics are made from nature lol

Posted on 14 October, 2014

this one talmbout the way to solve all relationship problems is to eliminate privacy and dump people if you cant invade theirs.

this other one is a colonizer lookin cubano talmbout black people are overreacting to blackface.

can i just recover in peace? jesus christ.

Posted on 14 October, 2014

somehow i managed to be really ill for days and not notice, coz the malaise felt as terrible as i always do. by the time i got this internal pain like i was gonna burst, my limbs were going cold and bile was rising up. i was on the sepsis track. i went thru natural labor and didnt cry til midway tho it was excrutiating. this hit and within an hour i was crying, disoriented, nauseous. it was that fucking high on the pain scale. and i headed to the ER knowing full and well no one would take my pain seriously because i live in this body. while there i started bleeding.
sure enough, though they sorta kinda prioritized me, 5 hours later i was still in agony and while they gave me meds for nausea, i had to beg for pain meds.
anyway, i feel so fucking awful all the time that it was hard to distinguish between ill and more ill until it got dire. and soon i will get that medical bill and wanna crawl in a hole and finish dying. because wtf is health insurance? i coulda just not gone and maybe died. at this point i have only one reason i cared enough to stay alive. not even tryina be morbid or melodramatic, just honest. yall know im not here for this life.

Posted on 14 October, 2014

vivalaglamourpuss:

bad-dominicana:

"no money-man can win my love, its sweetness that im thinkin of" - neneh cherry

in which neneh lays out the main qualm for black girl humanity and vulnerability. can you be sweet to us?

fact is, that really *is* all im thinking of. but you would think im asking for, as tasha says, a grillion dollars in pennies. shit, alot of men would rather provide financially than have to be sweet to us (see: how popular dominican mail order brides are).

be sweet. thats all i ask. but its the very hardest thing for people to do when youre not supposed to matter, when youre supposed to hang on no matter how the fuck people act.

they talk about ride or dies but not what theyre gonna do to keep you around and deserve such loyalty.

loving human treatment is such a small price to pay but its always too much to ask.

And I think the most hurtful aspect of this is they know when to employ sweetness. They have the ability to be sweet (and be real when we say sweet most of the time we’re talking common courtesy, consideration and concern) and when they FEEL like it they break it out like a fucking present. And when they see/feel/decide you have had enough and they don’t want you to start expecting nice treatment they cut off like an unpaid light bill.

Abusive. Man, so many of my relationships have been so abusive. And I feel so betrayed by men. Why not treat me well all the time?

yuppp. “dont get used to it, i dont owe you basic consideration, wait, why arent you all over me anyway”.

Posted on 10 October, 2014
Reblogged from vivalaglamourpuss  Source bad-dominicana

"no money-man can win my love, its sweetness that im thinkin of" - neneh cherry

in which neneh lays out the main qualm for black girl humanity and vulnerability. can you be sweet to us?

fact is, that really *is* all im thinking of. but you would think im asking for, as tasha says, a grillion dollars in pennies. shit, alot of men would rather provide financially than have to be sweet to us (see: how popular dominican mail order brides are).

be sweet. thats all i ask. but its the very hardest thing for people to do when youre not supposed to matter, when youre supposed to hang on no matter how the fuck people act.

they talk about ride or dies but not what theyre gonna do to keep you around and deserve such loyalty.

loving human treatment is such a small price to pay but its always too much to ask.

Posted on 10 October, 2014

kellysdolls:

spreadthemagik:

ownin this shit. if my ma stayed in la republica dominicana she would have been a bad bitch driving her motoconcho, makin her money and being a momma bear.



❤❤❤ #3rdWorldMami :) now available on prints, tees and more at http://www.redbubble.com/people/zahirakelly/shop

Posted on 9 October, 2014
Reblogged from kellysdolls  

everybody mad beachy in everything i do coz thats where i wanna be. :((
my mama and tia paint tropical ocean scenes everywhere they go.
#MaroonedMaroons

Posted on 9 October, 2014

im a displaced islander from the coast. i love me some beachy shit, ok.

Posted on 8 October, 2014

kellysdolls:

#carefreeblackgirl III
now available on prints, totes, iphone cases and more at http://www.redbubble.com/people/zahirakelly/shop
<3
-zk

Posted on 8 October, 2014
Reblogged from kellysdolls  

funyunbreaf:

My heart

Posted on 7 October, 2014
Reblogged from blackfoxx  Source nanatianana


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