porque soy terrible. afrolatina. culture clash. dominican republic meets nyc. ghetto/barrio nerd. raging mujercista.
**note: most of my content prolly requires a TW and will be NSFW.
also, read my "before you follow" statement before you do so, and enter at your own motherfuckin risk.
And you dont get to be shitty to me repeatedly and talk down to me and then demand or expect me to not feel any kinda way, for it to be water under the bridge.
If im delicate with you and youre needlessly cutting? Wtf do you expect? Reverance? Deference?
You cant be fucking arrogant and cruel and still expect to keep nice things unless youre a spoiled fucking brat who never has to hear about themselves.
And your sorry dont mean much when you clearly forget 2 seconds later. I dont believe in your socalled sense of guilt when youre so comfy talking down to me afterwards.
Sometimes you feel like you dodged a bullet. You end up grateful as fuck that you never were “fully involved” because theyre just not worth the fucking time or effort.
I already just barely like you. Youre a hop, skip and jump away from making me detest your fucking guts.
No, you dont get to fucking reap the benefits anymore. That shit is earned and you put yourself in the negative. Should be okay with you since you pride yourself in being a selfish prick who dont give a fuck.
You need be around people who like bein a shell of a person and wont ever question you and hang on your every unfeeling fucking word. That aint me.
It takes years to see who people really are. And im gonna have to pass on who you turned out to be. Im simply not interested in arrogant selfish pricks.
You lost. And we know how much you hate losing.
Posted on 19 September, 2014
bad-dominicana posted something yesterday about people who are sociopathic in nature who argue not because they care about anything, but because they like to win.
And I just thought about how I see a LOT of that on here.
A lot of people will argue not to prove a valid point but because they just want to “win” the argument. Todd was like that…and it drove me crazy. He knew he was wrong, and so he would tweak and change his argument until he found a way to “win”, even if he was wrong every step of the way.
And it’s like…you’re playing with someone emotions when you do that. Especially when it comes to someone trying to explain their humanity and people arguing as if someone’s humanity and existence are QUESTIONABLE.
That’s so sick.
Posted on 17 September, 2014Reblogged from the-goddamazon
do you care about doing the most humane thing? do you care about me?
or do you just care about winning?
do you just care about falsely smoothing things over while leaving the tangles on the underside so you can later act shocked when things arent working and you are back at the same problem or worse?
dont tell me what you think will shut me up the soonest, what you think i want to hear.
tell me what is actually the truth. if that truth is not humane to me, then the mentality that produced it must shift, not how you present it.
dont duck and dodge and change your argument every 2 minutes just to see what wins. have fucking integrity. care about whats ultimately the most fair. not about what will land you back on top, untouched, regardless of fairness.
life is not debate team where they do a colonial rot on your brain telling you peoples humanity is merely a matter of opinion and opposing said humanity is ok if you have the right argument.
they tell you winning is just a game and peoples humanity which you are arguing against is invalid if only you can present your point convincingly enough.
genuinely care about me, not about winning.
or dont and stay the fuck away.
go “win” elsewhere with people as sociopathic as you.
Posted on 17 September, 2014
you cant be out here talkin about how you dont care anymore and act all flustered when the sentiment is reciprocated. they wanna not have to give a fuck while you hang on their every word. once you stop giving a fuck suddenly they dont feel powerful anymore.
Posted on 15 September, 2014
chances are, if ive repeatedly had to ask to not be mistreated in the same manner, im not going to have any desire to seek you out. and how do you trust people who revert back to “basic consideration is too much” over and over? you treat em with a 10ft pole, you withdraw, you leave them, you stop giving a fuck, check as many as you like.
staying for that feels too much like an abuse cycle.
get right or get gone.
Posted on 14 September, 2014
Posted on 13 September, 2014Reblogged from thecurvature
When white teachers call colonizers “explorers” to make them seem like brave people with an adventurous curiosity instead of genocidal, european supremacist bastards who wanted to exchange blood for money.
the Lakota woman who was raped as an inmate at Fall River corrections facility (South Dakota) is testifying against the white male guard that raped her today; please send prayers of support and love her way, as what she is about to do can be traumatizing and promises to be emotionally challenging.
Posted on 13 September, 2014Reblogged from nitanahkohe